I came back

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 I came across this old blog by chance today. Well, it wasn't by chance, I remembered, out of nowhere, that it exists. And I spent A LOT of time trying to remember my account or the name of it to find it and read what I once wrote.

For the past 2-3 years I've wondered what I was like then, before my current state. I used to constantly try to search within my memory for something to remind me of my past self.

Until I found this blog, and I was stunned. For the first time in a very long time, my mind just stopped, I was completely stunned while reading it. It was hard for me to believe that..this..was me.

At the same time it gave me a lot of answers, and it made sense, it even makes sense now, knowing how it started and how I became what I became now...

You're probably wondering "so how are you like now?", not as if anyone will read this even after I'm long gone, but let me tell you briefly what I am like now...or maybe in some other post since I will be posting SOME of what I wrote in my notes in the past year or so. And maybe..just maybe..it will give you a hint

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